I wanna make my mind stop rattling,
I want to just clear it off - shove everything aside.

I just want to know what it's like to think clear,
no worries, just thoughts without reason.

Smiles are growing to be a cause for celebration,
and the rainfall of tears becoming a constant battle to keep down.

I fall asleep at the window - hoping to reach some great thought,
Some great awakening in which I'll say
"okay, I get it"
and be able to wake up smiling the day after.

Those nights
Exhaustion usually catches me off guard.

Every day I pull further from myself, trying to find myself.

I just want to know a reality, where I can understand,
And be that happy person,
that you love.
The one you miss, and think about,
Not the other way around.

<font color="#00FF00" size="1">[ October 27, 2005 12:05 AM: Message edited by: Hannibal ]</font>